I used to be so original.

Wow, I have not been on this in what seems like forever. I am a little disappointed in myself because I thought I left second semester syndrome in highschool. Everything I do is not of my best abilities but bare minimum. This is not a time for me to be slacking off! Not only are my grades slipping between my fingers but I have not done the stairs in WEEKS. So, you can imagine that I look 100x bigger than before. Exams are in two weeks. In those two weeks I WILL push myself to start studying for pharmacology and anatomy. I WILL push myself to eat healthier. I WILL go to my morning classes no matter how tired I am. Lastly, I WILL exit the comfort of my bedroom and do something interesting.

I've got desperate desires and unadmirable plans

My cousin inspired me that I shouldn't only have a news year resolution. So, I am planning a monthly resolution because I am going to be more likely to achieve my goal. My number one goal is to lose 5 lbs a month. If its higher than great but I will not settle for less. Ever since I moved I have been feeling like poop. It is time for a drastic change for the sake of my health and body figure. I haven't really mentioned this to people but lately I have been doing about 700 stairs up and down to help me get back in shape. I have never noticed how bad I got. I thought my lungs and whole body was going to burst. The more I do it the better I feel (though I didn't lose any weight.) So possible bikini body for summer here I come . <3

I wish no one in my place.

I am defiantly having one of "those" days today. It all started at 530 am when I was awaken from my deep sleep because I had a major muscle cramp. Even after going back to bed I only was able to sleep in until 9 (which is not sleeping in). Thinking I was off to a rough start I figured I would make the most of the day. I started doing my laundry and came upstairs to take my medicine shake. I had the smart idea to use boiling water to dissolve the medicine faster. As I went to shake it all up the lid popped off and I spilled the boiling water all over myself and burned my hand and part of my stomach. Since my clothes were in the washing machine I could not change out of my disgusting, wet clothes. My cousin then came to pick me up to go to the mall called square 1 I walked around for three hours and did not buy one single thing. GAH. Shopping was my plan to feel better, not worse. So on the ride home I start feeling kinda funky,yupp, I now am sick with a stomach ache and a sore throat. To make myself feel better I went to make some tea and pasta. Once the pasta was done I pored the sauce in and just my luck, the sauce was moldy. Back to my room I was so tired I could not focus on studying and check my marks only to find out I failed my first major assignment. I really want to vomit right now because I am so aggravated. BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH. I am having a HORRIBLE day.

After a day I got perfectly right.

If you haven't noticed before, Brand New is my absolute favourite band. They have such great talent. Last night, I seen Brand New live for the very first time. I would just like to say that it was the most amazing concert I have ever been to. Rosina and I waited outside in line for three hours in the freezing cold so that we were up front. Though people did cut us in line we still managed to snag a front row spot. The first two bands were mediocre and I just wanted to see Brand New. Once they begun whatever room I had was gone, squished up against the steel bars people started getting "irritated". Everybody at the front was squished but these people thought that it was just because of me shoving. I would just like to point out i was more stuffed than them and I am only 5'2 the girls bf who decided to push everyone was approx. 6'4. Really? The best part is when Ro basically bitched her out. Though they managed to block our view Brand New played amazingly. The wait, the stuffiness and the bitch could not have ruined this day for me. Jesse Laceys voice sounds so smooth and poetic. He can calm a crowd by just staring deep in everyones eyes. Best concert hands down.

Jesse Lacey 11/21/09 <3

Just as I am

These are my confessions and its now or never. Yeah, Glee is radical. I am sitting here while lying in bed wanting to sleep but not. I know that probably makes no sense. I mean lets put it think way I am tired and have to get up in the morning, but I can't help but feel like I should be reading hundreds of pages of MLIA or Textsfromlastnight. I officially have no life. But I am counting down the days I can get a credit card and lottery tickets. To those who are interested, Technically in a little over 24 hours I will be 18. Well, now I might as well start saying some confessions considering that is how I started the blog today.

1.I really do hate peas
2.I have noticed over the years I have had a thing for guys with blond hair and blue eyes <3
3. I don't consider myself original, I tend to pick up on things from someone really quickly and not even mean too.
4. I have to coolest dreams
5. I am shallow and selfish
6. I am pretty rad, so that makes me cocky too.
7. I am really nice....most of the time :)
8. I think that my English is getting worse everyday.
9. Bite my nails, crack my fingers, and split my ends
10. I want someone I could just hug forever.
11. "Can anybody find me somebody to love" <3
12. I have a hard time lying
13. I love iced tea
14.I really wanna send a banana to someone.
15. I am a virgin for life
16. I wanna save the world but whenever I get the chance I don't have the nerve to try
17. I am weird
18. I have a butt chin
19. Wish I could sing and become a famous actress.
20. I DAYDREAM ABOUT ME BEING ATTACKED AND THEN BEING SAVED BY A BOY

Take all these things and we bury them fast

I waste all my time just thinking of you.

So, I think I am becoming slightly obsessed with a boy. To bad he doesn't know I exist. I know it is quite pathetic but I can't help but feel like I know him. He has the most beautiful blue eyes that sparkle. If you look deep enough I swear they tell you a story. His hair has the perfect "swoosh" that shapes his pulchritudinous face. I lay down at night wishing I could just find him and talk to him. I know I am a creep. When he talks its a rhythm so soft and tender. Words come out of his gentle lips flowing sweetly through my ears. Whenever he smiles my heart feels like its twisting around. So far he is the last person I think about before I go to bed and the first person I think about when I wake. This obsession is invading mind. Bradley James I am in lust with you. Stupid celebrities half way around the world. <3.

Everything you own starts to pile up.

Dear Blog, I am sorry for ignoring you. Weeks keep passing and passing but I still feel like Christmas break is not coming soon enough. I have never spent so much time in a library. Night after night I study and study, it doesn't feel like I am getting anything done. Well, I can tell you where your intercostal spaces are, how to take blood pressure, and fancy names for different illnesses. I had my first midterm today, English, ugh. I am hoping I did well but I can never tell with that class, so far English = lowest mark. Tomorrow I have a statistics midterm. I have been studying for that the past week.